Post by Sugawara Koushi on May 26, 2017 15:14:03 GMT -6
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Tfw when most of ur paycheck goes to people who look like they want to kill you. ( ^=
Oh there are gangs here cool ( ^:
I miss you.
I guess not.
Is anyone actually there?
I got a job at a cafe as a barista... so gayness achieved?
Hello, Nexus...
I miss home.
Well, I guess this is my life now.
What the fuck?
Okay, jokes over!
Wow this is one hell of a dream lmao
So falling asleep on a train and waking up on a nasty ass bench is a thing now?
I hope everyone is having a nice day!
Lord, take me now.
Here lies Sugawara Koushi, who died from accidentally seeing too much of Daichi’s thighs.
Do you ever have that moment where you realize that you’re absolutely in love with your best friend?
WE DID IT, WE’RE GOING TO NATIONALS![break][break]
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I cannot begin to express how proud I am of both my teammates and myself. As you’ve all known it’s been a dream of mine to go this far with my friends, but until this year I had my doubts that we could ever do it. You see, a year ago I was not the same Suga you now know today; I was selfish in my blame. I thought that because I wasn’t good enough that my team lost, that it was my fault. But now? You either win as a team or you lose as a team.[break][break]
I’m not going to lie; I cried. I think most of did, but these were tears of pride and joy. Honestly, I wish that you all could have been there to see it (btw HUGE thanks to those of you who did come to the match.saw it on TV!). It was exhilarating, I’d never been more alive than I was standing on that court, and I know that I wasn’t the only one.[break][break]
There’s something so satisfying that knowing all of the hard work that my team and I put in really paid off; all those lost matches don’t really feel so much like losses when they allowed my team to move forward they way we did (of course, it wasn’t just those practice matches). Hell, I can feel myself tearing up again when I just think of how hard my team worked this year. The hours alone that each and every one of us put into practicing and then some…[break][break]
Ha, I actually am crying (again) so I’ll have to cut this short, but I just wanted to share the excitement! I’ll tell you more later [break][break]
Edit: Thank you so much for all of the congratulations!!!!!
That’s it. I’m done. Daichi said that my hair reminded him of his grandfather. Sorry to be the bearer of sad news, tumblr, but today I have lost a loved one since Sawamura Daichi is fucking dead to me.
Hey guys, it’s Suga here![break][break]
I know, I know it’s been a while, but a lot has happened and I think (hope?) that maybe this will be worth it? Probably not since I can honestly say I don’t know how far this post will go or what exactly it will consist of, but i just need to say something. What I do know is that this will not be a short post. Well, not compared to my other ones at le-- okay, I’m rambling and will probably continue to do so throughout this. You have been warned.[break][break]
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Ah, thank you, tumblr, for the use of the read more tag thing. I know how annoying it can be when a single post seems to take up your entire dashboard. But, yeah, about this post. Haha, I don’t know why I’m nervous to be saying this even though it’s been on my mind for a while. It’s not really anything bad, but it is something big; well, at least it is to me.[break][break]
I’m not exactly private about who I am or my life on here, but sometimes it feels like I’m still removed from you by something. We probably are since everyone has some semblance of privacy about them, but it almost feels suffocating and I just want to be out here, completely bare (no, I am NOT naked!). I suppose I’m just the type of guy who thrives on emotional connection. Ha. “I guess,” as if that’s not fact. [break][break]
Wow, I’m really stalling for something that’s really not that big of a deal. [break][break]
Okay, Okay. I am a person of love and I am not afraid to admit it,though sometimes I am afraid of it-- does that make any sense? Probably not, but I’ll try to explain. So, I love everyone, and I don’t think that I’m over exaggerating here (by much). I love so many people; all of my friends, mutuals, followers, people I follow, even the random people out of nowhere who like and/or reblog my stuff. I just love everyone so much and I just want all of you guys to be happy. Even my teachers at school or the random people who smile at me and wave in the hallways. I just, I want to protect everyone with love and make sure they’re never hurting again.[break][break]
Yet, I have a really hard time accepting that people love me back. So, when people do tell me that I either don’t believe them or I break down crying because just thinking that people love me too fills me up with so much happiness that it hurts and I’m just stunned. Like, I’m just a smol child here and I don’t do much. [break][break]
It’s kind of funny, though; I want to protect the world but I never consider myself to be a part of that world-- or I never think that the world would want to protect me.[break][break]
It’s absurd, really. I’ve had a really good life except for the occasional quips about my sexuality, but there’s literally no reason for me to feel this way? Ugh, I don’t know, but it’s been bothering me for weeks now and I think I’m actually starting to go insane lmao.[break][break]
Oh yeah, don’t even get me started on how hard it is for me to distinguish feelings of romantic and platonic love or how embarrassing it is to explain to someone that while you do love him, you are not in love with them (now that was an interesting way to end a relationship (but that was back when I still thought I was straight lmao)).[break][break]
Oh. OH! Maybe I have a hard time accepting love because even though this world has come so far there is still a lot of homophobia and general distaste of the LGBTQA+ community. It’s not like I really keep quiet about who I am, but I also don’t spread it around all that easily (hence the number of confessions I still receive). There’s still that fear that I might not be accepted for me and… I don’t know, I might be completely wrong, but at least it makes some sense?[break][break]
Tldr; emotions are confusing sometimes, but I wouldn’t give up this love for anything.[break][break]
I love you,[break]
Suga
So, apparently I can make people cry when I get angry. Oops? #ripHinata
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I hate that feeling when you’re both terrified and depressed at the same time. Your stomach hurts and it feels like your chest/lungs are becoming more restricted. It’s hard to function and get through it and all you want to do is cry. But you don’t cry anymore because you find it hard to reach your emotions. You don’t feel any different mentally, but it seems so physically. It does become harder to think, though. Everything is grey because you don’t feel in color anymore. Your emotions surround you but they’re all grey and blend in with each other. They’re a grey wall that keeps on closing in. It’s everywhere, but the color only gets darker the closer to you it gets. You’re trapped within yourself with no way out. There is one emotion that does flash out. It strikes like lightning and lingers like thunder. Fear. Suddenly you’re breaking out in a cold sweat. Your only thought is to try to find somewhere safe. But you’re in a house and it’s only thunder and lightning. In a storm people think you’re afraid of the lightning because it’s more threatening and dangerous. They’re wrong. It’s the thunder that scares you more. Even after the lightning is gone it remains. You hear it after the lightning is gone. You hear before it comes. Lightning builds up the anticipation and thunder breaks you.[break][break]
Basically, I’m just absurdly afraid of thunder and ????
when you come out to your parents, but they already found gay porn under your bed
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Daichi? I'm not getting any notes on tumblr and I know this probably sounds stupid, but I always get notes and it just feels like I'm dead or something.
I just... I just need to know if you're out there.
Please
Daichi?
Another day here is another day gone.
Ah, you're right-- that's a bit too straight white girl.
I wonder if I'm even missing for you? Is it bad that I hope that you are, and that you're missing me just as much as I miss you?
God that sounds so selfish
So much for being the ultimate "mom friend"
I miss you.
I love you.
Only took going to another universe to build up the courage to say that
And you're not even here to read it
Daichi...
I'll find my way back to you; I promise.
Going by pure brute strength Suga really isn't much. He's not completely lacking-- he does play volleyball, but there's nothing truly special to what he can do. No, his talents lie elsewhere; in his flexibility, his fine motor control. The ball may not hit the floor with a sharp slap, but it will hit exactly where he wants it to. Clever fingers, clever eyes, clever mind. Academia suits Suga more than sports, though he is still not exceptional; he maintains a high class ranking, but certainly not the highest. However, those eyes see far more than where to aim a serve. [break][break]
Exceptionalism finds Sugawara in his ability to read not only situations, but people as well. Emotions are a language he speaks fluently, whether they be his own or of others. He understands what words means and what body movements convey; it's a talent, really. Sight is not to be underestimated, literal or figurative for often both go hand-in-hand. Strength finds him not in the physical sense, or really even in the academic one. No, for him it's all emotional (okay his intellectual strength is pretty great, too but shoosh). [break][break]
He could very easily manipulate others, but he doesn't (for the most part). Instead Suga takes the knowledge he has and uses it to improve those around him. He knows which words to bring comfort, which ones to incite laughter; to make others feel better. In fact, he is determined to do what he is capable of to help, no matter what. He does this and he is proud of it. Proud of what he can do, and of who he is. It's an unbreakable pride, subtle as he may be about it. [break][break]
You see, he is not the strongest person, not is he the best at math, but Suga is a pillar which supports those around him. He is made of stone and will stand tall for as long as he can. [break][break]
Suga may crack, but he never breaks (not easily). [break][break] [break][break]
tl;dr: suga is an empathetic mom
PLAYED BY Frankie
Sugawara Koushi
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he/him
18
haikyuu!!
homosexual
nexus
Tfw when most of ur paycheck goes to people who look like they want to kill you. ( ^=
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[break][break]Oh there are gangs here cool ( ^:
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[break][break]I miss you.
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[break][break]I guess not.
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[break][break]Is anyone actually there?
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[break][break]I got a job at a cafe as a barista... so gayness achieved?
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[break][break]Hello, Nexus...
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[break][break]I miss home.
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[break][break]Well, I guess this is my life now.
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[break][break]What the fuck?
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[break][break]Okay, jokes over!
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[break][break]Wow this is one hell of a dream lmao
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[break][break]So falling asleep on a train and waking up on a nasty ass bench is a thing now?
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[break][break]I hope everyone is having a nice day!
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[break][break]Lord, take me now.
107,475 notes
[break][break]Here lies Sugawara Koushi, who died from accidentally seeing too much of Daichi’s thighs.
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[break][break]Do you ever have that moment where you realize that you’re absolutely in love with your best friend?
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[break][break]WE DID IT, WE’RE GOING TO NATIONALS![break][break]
[ READ MORE ][break][break]
I cannot begin to express how proud I am of both my teammates and myself. As you’ve all known it’s been a dream of mine to go this far with my friends, but until this year I had my doubts that we could ever do it. You see, a year ago I was not the same Suga you now know today; I was selfish in my blame. I thought that because I wasn’t good enough that my team lost, that it was my fault. But now? You either win as a team or you lose as a team.[break][break]
I’m not going to lie; I cried. I think most of did, but these were tears of pride and joy. Honestly, I wish that you all could have been there to see it (btw HUGE thanks to those of you who did come to the match.saw it on TV!
). It was exhilarating, I’d never been more alive than I was standing on that court, and I know that I wasn’t the only one.[break][break]There’s something so satisfying that knowing all of the hard work that my team and I put in really paid off; all those lost matches don’t really feel so much like losses when they allowed my team to move forward they way we did (of course, it wasn’t just those practice matches). Hell, I can feel myself tearing up again when I just think of how hard my team worked this year. The hours alone that each and every one of us put into practicing and then some…[break][break]
Ha, I actually am crying (again) so I’ll have to cut this short, but I just wanted to share the excitement! I’ll tell you more later
[break][break] Edit: Thank you so much for all of the congratulations!!!!!
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[break][break]That’s it. I’m done. Daichi said that my hair reminded him of his grandfather. Sorry to be the bearer of sad news, tumblr, but today I have lost a loved one since Sawamura Daichi is fucking dead to me.
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[break][break]Hey guys, it’s Suga here![break][break]
I know, I know it’s been a while, but a lot has happened and I think (hope?) that maybe this will be worth it? Probably not since I can honestly say I don’t know how far this post will go or what exactly it will consist of, but i just need to say something. What I do know is that this will not be a short post. Well, not compared to my other ones at le-- okay, I’m rambling and will probably continue to do so throughout this. You have been warned.[break][break]
[ READ MORE ][break][break]
Ah, thank you, tumblr, for the use of the read more tag thing. I know how annoying it can be when a single post seems to take up your entire dashboard. But, yeah, about this post. Haha, I don’t know why I’m nervous to be saying this even though it’s been on my mind for a while. It’s not really anything bad, but it is something big; well, at least it is to me.[break][break]
I’m not exactly private about who I am or my life on here, but sometimes it feels like I’m still removed from you by something. We probably are since everyone has some semblance of privacy about them, but it almost feels suffocating and I just want to be out here, completely bare (no, I am NOT naked!). I suppose I’m just the type of guy who thrives on emotional connection. Ha. “I guess,” as if that’s not fact. [break][break]
Wow, I’m really stalling for something that’s really not that big of a deal. [break][break]
Okay, Okay. I am a person of love and I am not afraid to admit it,though sometimes I am afraid of it-- does that make any sense? Probably not, but I’ll try to explain. So, I love everyone, and I don’t think that I’m over exaggerating here (by much). I love so many people; all of my friends, mutuals, followers, people I follow, even the random people out of nowhere who like and/or reblog my stuff. I just love everyone so much and I just want all of you guys to be happy. Even my teachers at school or the random people who smile at me and wave in the hallways. I just, I want to protect everyone with love and make sure they’re never hurting again.[break][break]
Yet, I have a really hard time accepting that people love me back. So, when people do tell me that I either don’t believe them or I break down crying because just thinking that people love me too fills me up with so much happiness that it hurts and I’m just stunned. Like, I’m just a smol child here and I don’t do much. [break][break]
It’s kind of funny, though; I want to protect the world but I never consider myself to be a part of that world-- or I never think that the world would want to protect me.[break][break]
It’s absurd, really. I’ve had a really good life except for the occasional quips about my sexuality, but there’s literally no reason for me to feel this way? Ugh, I don’t know, but it’s been bothering me for weeks now and I think I’m actually starting to go insane lmao.[break][break]
Oh yeah, don’t even get me started on how hard it is for me to distinguish feelings of romantic and platonic love or how embarrassing it is to explain to someone that while you do love him, you are not in love with them (now that was an interesting way to end a relationship (but that was back when I still thought I was straight lmao)).[break][break]
Oh. OH! Maybe I have a hard time accepting love because even though this world has come so far there is still a lot of homophobia and general distaste of the LGBTQA+ community. It’s not like I really keep quiet about who I am, but I also don’t spread it around all that easily (hence the number of confessions I still receive). There’s still that fear that I might not be accepted for me and… I don’t know, I might be completely wrong, but at least it makes some sense?[break][break]
Tldr; emotions are confusing sometimes, but I wouldn’t give up this love for anything.[break][break]
I love you,[break]
Suga
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[break][break]So, apparently I can make people cry when I get angry. Oops? #ripHinata
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I hate that feeling when you’re both terrified and depressed at the same time. Your stomach hurts and it feels like your chest/lungs are becoming more restricted. It’s hard to function and get through it and all you want to do is cry. But you don’t cry anymore because you find it hard to reach your emotions. You don’t feel any different mentally, but it seems so physically. It does become harder to think, though. Everything is grey because you don’t feel in color anymore. Your emotions surround you but they’re all grey and blend in with each other. They’re a grey wall that keeps on closing in. It’s everywhere, but the color only gets darker the closer to you it gets. You’re trapped within yourself with no way out. There is one emotion that does flash out. It strikes like lightning and lingers like thunder. Fear. Suddenly you’re breaking out in a cold sweat. Your only thought is to try to find somewhere safe. But you’re in a house and it’s only thunder and lightning. In a storm people think you’re afraid of the lightning because it’s more threatening and dangerous. They’re wrong. It’s the thunder that scares you more. Even after the lightning is gone it remains. You hear it after the lightning is gone. You hear before it comes. Lightning builds up the anticipation and thunder breaks you.[break][break]
Basically, I’m just absurdly afraid of thunder and ????
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[break][break]when you come out to your parents, but they already found gay porn under your bed
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Daichi? I'm not getting any notes on tumblr and I know this probably sounds stupid, but I always get notes and it just feels like I'm dead or something.
Sep 7, 12:43
[break][break]I just... I just need to know if you're out there.
Sep 7, 12:43
[break][break]Please
Sep 7, 13:27
[break][break]Daichi?
Sep 8, 00:01
[break][break]Another day here is another day gone.
Sep 9, 03:51
[break][break]Ah, you're right-- that's a bit too straight white girl.
Sep 9, 03:51
[break][break]I wonder if I'm even missing for you? Is it bad that I hope that you are, and that you're missing me just as much as I miss you?
Sep 9, 04:11
[break][break]God that sounds so selfish
Sep 9, 04:13
[break][break]So much for being the ultimate "mom friend"
Sep 9, 04:13
[break][break]I miss you.
Sep 9, 04:25
[break][break]I love you.
Sep 9, 16:41
[break][break]Only took going to another universe to build up the courage to say that
Sep 9, 16:43
[break][break]And you're not even here to read it
Sep 9, 16:43
[break][break]Daichi...
Sep 13, 14:02
[break][break]I'll find my way back to you; I promise.
Sep 13, 14:02
frankie
he/they
18
7/8 years
-5 GMT
Going by pure brute strength Suga really isn't much. He's not completely lacking-- he does play volleyball, but there's nothing truly special to what he can do. No, his talents lie elsewhere; in his flexibility, his fine motor control. The ball may not hit the floor with a sharp slap, but it will hit exactly where he wants it to. Clever fingers, clever eyes, clever mind. Academia suits Suga more than sports, though he is still not exceptional; he maintains a high class ranking, but certainly not the highest. However, those eyes see far more than where to aim a serve. [break][break]
Exceptionalism finds Sugawara in his ability to read not only situations, but people as well. Emotions are a language he speaks fluently, whether they be his own or of others. He understands what words means and what body movements convey; it's a talent, really. Sight is not to be underestimated, literal or figurative for often both go hand-in-hand. Strength finds him not in the physical sense, or really even in the academic one. No, for him it's all emotional (okay his intellectual strength is pretty great, too but shoosh). [break][break]
He could very easily manipulate others, but he doesn't (for the most part). Instead Suga takes the knowledge he has and uses it to improve those around him. He knows which words to bring comfort, which ones to incite laughter; to make others feel better. In fact, he is determined to do what he is capable of to help, no matter what. He does this and he is proud of it. Proud of what he can do, and of who he is. It's an unbreakable pride, subtle as he may be about it. [break][break]
You see, he is not the strongest person, not is he the best at math, but Suga is a pillar which supports those around him. He is made of stone and will stand tall for as long as he can. [break][break]
Suga may crack, but he never breaks (not easily). [break][break] [break][break]
tl;dr: suga is an empathetic mom
PLAYED BY Frankie
